| its been a while |
[Mar. 7th, 2007|09:26 am] |
hello all.. I haven't posted in a very long time. Lets get ya'll upto speed. I am now living up Pottstown, Pa trying to find work in Ny and philly while paying cheap rent living here. I haven't found any work but I am keep myself productive. I am very bored living up here in Bumfuck nowhere and I miss all of my friends. Hopefully my plans will not crumble away
thats all I can think off and I know it isn't much. I'll fill in the holes later.
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[Oct. 8th, 2006|08:16 pm] |
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moving up north in T minus 6 days. Things are going very well
r.
p.s.
I won a trip to the bahamas
very very well |
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| shitty circumstances |
[Apr. 2nd, 2006|03:47 am] |
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| | Sunny day relestate "television" | ] |
It's funny knowing when something is going to end. It seems to matter more when the end comes. I am starting to come to the conclusion that I think I might like getting myself into these positions.
Shitty circumstances
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| blah |
[Jan. 15th, 2006|01:28 am] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
I am tired of this town with its people. This town should have done me in when it had the chance.
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[Nov. 5th, 2005|01:11 am] |
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| |  angry | ] |
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| | "modern Way" Kaiser Chief | ] |
things tend to never work out.
same trend, same bullshit, I don't need any of this anymore
why do I care?
thank you for being like everyone else. Thanks. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|04:24 pm] |
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party 520 east 37th street |
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| things like to get worse |
[Aug. 5th, 2005|03:14 pm] |
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| | coal chamber "dark days" | ] |
well I am moving out the downtown area to royal oaks on eisenhower. For some reason my room keeps on getting smaller and smallereverytime I am forced to move. The rent is cheap but my closterphobia gets worse. Rent is cheap though. I wis I could have a big room at least something bigger than the room I have right now. I don't have money to be happy. Another issue is that both my parents need to have surgery. My mother has hernias in her pelvis and abdomend and my father had a small heart attack the other night and he will have to have surgery to remove the scar tissue. There will be no one to take care of them bc my sister is going to college. Another issue is that a lot of my friends are leaving at the end of the month including the girl I ave been seeing. I need more financial aid to cover more school expences bc if I don't I won't be able to finish school. Things don't like to get better just a whole different level of bad. I don't want to do this anymore :0( |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2005|01:23 am] |
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when I turn out the lights and nobody comes to mind. Will I be missed? |
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[Jul. 25th, 2005|12:49 am] |
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| |  scared | ] |
| [ | music |
| | elliot smith "sweet adeline" | ] |
I really don't know what I am doing and I am staarting to freak out. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2005|05:40 pm] |
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| | Vast "somewhere else to be" | ] |
I finally got my external fixed/ Now I ahve all my music all my delicious music. MMMM |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|04:37 pm] |
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My phone is broken but I can still receive and send out calls. Its just the ace of the phone that is all sorts of messed up. I can't see who i am calling or visa versa. The biggest problem is that I have completely lost all of my numbers and I do mean all of them. So if still wnat to stay in contact with me and also if you love me send me your phone number. |
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| I need to spend my time doing better things |
[Jul. 5th, 2005|08:23 pm] |
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| | awake | ] |
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| | augie march "drowning dream" | ] |
 | You scored as Mushrooms. Shrooms! You're still goin for one of the most natural drugs. You'd like to visit a whole other world, and see things you've never seen before. Fucking trippy.
Mushrooms | | 100% | Ecstacy | | 81% | Inhalents | | 75% | Marijuana | | 56% | Cocaine | | 56% | Alcohol | | 44% | None! | | 38% | </td>
What's your ideal drug?
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[Jun. 23rd, 2005|02:32 am] |
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| |  excited | ] |
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| | Grandaddy "Miner At The Dial-A-View" | ] |
Well boys and girls Ricky is finally on vacation. Martha's Vineyard here I come. |
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| apathy is a lonely way to live |
[Jun. 12th, 2005|02:10 am] |
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| | Danny Breaks "In Her" | ] |
I don't know how to feel anymore. Everything has seemed so bland to me and not lately its been a while since I have felt serenly happy about something. playing lone ranger is no fun it hasnt't been and I don't think it ever will. The thing that is agrivating to me is that I don't know how to make it better. Its uncomfortable seeing others find what they want. I am happy for them but I am also envious of them. I have stopped caring. I should care but I feel nothing. Just like my mind, which is empty. Apathy is a lonely way to live.
I need to feel something even if it is pain. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|06:41 am] |
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| | gorillaz "el maana" | ] |
I finally got the entire savannah experience last night.
I was mugged at gun point.
awesome. |
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[May. 25th, 2005|04:34 am] |
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| | a.c newman "on the table" | ] |
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I think I am done well I can be done now bc I turned in my tape but I don't have to show until thursday but I think my project really sucks. So I don't know what to do or I do but I am tired of doing anything.
I need something different. please |
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[May. 18th, 2005|02:55 pm] |
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who is going to be here over the summer? |
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